Lately I feel like I am finding myself and figuring out who I am. It all started with a simple haircut; I cut my hair short taking off about 4 inches and adding layers. I then decided what I want to go to school for finally. I wish to go into animal assisted therapy and will be using an online college. Now I am finding new clothes that are changing from a teenager to a young adult style. Finding a hobby is something else new. Photography is something I have always been interested in and now I have found a camera which I have asked to have as a Christmas present. I would buy it myself but with me trying to start school I am on a budget now. I have found that I am a lot happier and not so moody with everything. Even work is changing for me . I am trying to go from being a pizza cook to a server. Hopefully that will happen soon but they do have to find someone to replace me before I can really change what I do.
All in all I am very happy and am starting to understand who I am .
I have a problem of being really shy and not being able to talk to people as much as I would like because of this. It is hard for me to go and ask someone about something because I feel like I am bothering them.
For example, I am trying to become a waitress at the place I work at. Currently I am a pizza cook but have become unhappy doing this. I asked the manager who is in charge of severs about this. I was really nervous about asking but was happy I found the courage to do this. That was about 2 months ago and I haven’t really heard anything back from him . The problem is that they need to find someone to replace me and that is taking sometime. I have been advised to ask him how things are going but I haven’t been able to catch him and I am to anxious to confront him.
I am hoping things might progress more after people go back to college and something opens up. Still, I have to ask him so that I can know what is going on.